vendredi 28 décembre 2012

Chapitre 315 - Tu es toujours aussi belle.. Puis je voulais surtout te dire : Il n'y a personne , jamais personne qui m'a fait chavirer le coeur comme tu me l'as fais.




" First, you think the worst is a broken heart , what's gonna kill you is the second part. And the third, Is when your world splits down the middle, and fourth, you're gonna think that you fixed yourself. Fifth, you see them out with someone else. And the sixth, is when you admit that you may have fucked up a little. "


It was cold , it was night. We were in the street alone. It was snow who falling of the sky. Some cars, two or three cars headlights. We were sit in bus stop, heart beating fast, hands frozen. What is remain of all this today ? All the way ? Any decisions ? All this happiness ? All this tears ? All this smiles ? All this live gone ? Nothing.. Nothing .. Apart these fucking memories... Life is unfair, and the only person who could fix it , to prefer throw away the key.. So unfair .




You , Me .. Us ?  I think now it is no longer the case for you.
This is not a simple phrase that can be used like that. To say that
we did a good deed. We must assume, and realize what it represents.
That is to say , that this not enough , say not enought , not enough
thinking, not enough to writing... It's too easy.. Too easy... Is to say
that without being
.

The " We " that I have and who comes haunt me in my dreams is dead.. He didn't exist. Let me end or that anything prove to me the otherwise, because otherwise I'll never let go. Fucking hope , fucking love .. You made me love you until the last of my walls. The worst about it is that you have nothinf to give a damn. Or if a little bit , just to say or do some kind of " I can not pretend it does not affect me " . You do not know it .. It us true that it is much better after all .. To tell the truth .. The worse , the better.. I don't care, I'm just crazy about you , living without you is a hell. Being away of you is so hard. But this is what you wanted. I take what I said , I'm here , I'm always here.



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